The last few days I've been so preoccupied on my drive to work that I haven't heard a thing on NPR.  I've listened because the radio is on and my ears receive the signal but I haven't really heard anything going on in the world.  I'm not really sure why I'm so preoccupied.  I thankfully have very little going on in my life this week its been almost relaxing.  Maybe I'm too relaxed?  I'm not blissful so it's not like I'm on a cloud of euphoric happiness and love.  I'm just mellow.  

The only thing I can remember happening in the world is Obama appointing Clinton and the big 3 didn't fly their cooperate jets to Washington to ask for money.  Did anything else happen this week?  I mean it is only Wednesday so I guess the week is only half full and we have a few more days left in it but I really am in a blur.  Life is fuzzy but not like last week when I had old contacts in...like truly fuzzy.  

I've used truly a lot today (outside of my blog world).  I should be writing my essay(s) for my grad school application or writing thank you notes to AD and Dave's Aunt Bobbi.  Instead I'm sitting here rambling on about how I have nothing to ramble on about.  Man I can work myself up into quite a blog can't I.  Sad....and Impressive.  

Last night we put the Christmas tree decor up.  That's something of interest and note.  It's the bebes first Christmas and its our first Christmas in our new home with our first Christmas tree.  I'm not painting a very lovely picture here but I can't focus on a monkey's butt today let alone be creative in my writing.  Is monkey's butt creative?  Can we not quote me on that?  Yikes.

I was thinking the other day about having some structure in my blog.  Maybe like having a 'Monday thing' or a 'Saturday something.'  I know that's worked out really well huh?  I'm not sure what my thing or something would even be so maybe someday we'll get there but today...today is not the day.  I can't even structure my day/week let alone my thoughts.  I am however working on a list of goals for the next year and life in general that I hope to post soon in an effort to put it out there cosmically into the world and hope that because its out there...and my 1.5 readers can see it...maaaaybe I'll stick to it and accomplish a few of the things that are important to me.  

I think...possible I've run out of ramble.  It's about time to buck up and write an essay on Facilitating Adult Learning and Literacy.  Fascinating I know.  I sure hope this is what I want to be when I grow up.  Does anyone have a timetable on that?  I need some perspective.