Thursday, April 2, 2009

So Sunday I was about to have  a breakdown for absolutely NO good reason.  I had no reason to be so shaky and upset it was just one of those days.  I could loose my nerve at a moments notice and go completely into a fit.  I wasn't mean or angry I was just 'delicate.'  I swear I have no idea what was going on with me.  I was so happy to have Dave around because he seriously handled me.  I swear I couldn't manage to wash the dishes without falling apart and the bebes on top of that with laundry thrown in and seriously what the heck was wrong with me?  and Dave....Dave just handled me.  I cannot even imagine going through my breakdown day without him around.  He was super husband.

Monday...not in the best of moods, managed to say exactly what I thought with no actual internal filter.  Good and Bad.  Still a big fan of Dave on Monday, bought some furniture, watched some Dancing with the Starts...seriously that show is like crack.  Relaxed a bit...but still in a mood.  At least I wasn't close to a breakdown at any second I was just feeling very opinionated.

Tuesday....slept in for five minutes...still liked Dave...his schedule flip flopped a ton and sent me back into this weird emotional chaos for a little while.  I was starting to get happy by the time I was driving home and I got pulled over and got a ticket.  While cranky about this...it didn't upset me as much as I thought it would....I got home and Dave asked me if I was just upset because I really like to follow rules...to which I responded "yeaaaaah" in the saddest puppy dog voice ever.  
Wednesday...out of the funk and chuggin along...nothing exciting to report.

Thursday...DANG I'm happy today...talk about a mood swing?  What the heck is wrong with me?  Today rocks and there's NO REASON WHY...I have no reason to be overjoyed.  It's just a normal day with normal issues and normal/abnormal people.  Oh well GO WITH IT!

Okay well I'm pretty sure no one cared enough to get the play by play of my week but there it is if you really care....in the future to bypass this message press #5.

Point of my rambling:  I'm certifiable and truly insane.  This week has been proof.  Boring uninteresting proof.  Oh but I've been super mushy lovey with Dave.  Sorry it makes me nauseous too!


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